A Long Time Coming

I know you, knew that you would come for me
And I knew that I would bow down my pride
And let you kiss me while I laughed sweetly
It's as though it was never to decide

'Meet me outside in 58 seconds'
I knew it would take you longer than that
And that I would do just as you beckoned
My only concern was if I looked fat

Your body on mine, of course wanting more
But I'd planned just where I'd set limit
See, what I'd wanted was you to adore...
And so I could not, I could not submit..

So neither of us got what we had sought
What we could have, is less than what we're not